Seriously.

Today was a sucky day. SUCKY.

First thing. I got my Math test and. Yes I failed. For those who don't believe, well, fine. Don't need to believe. Who gives a fcking damn.

Then when going for this 3rd lang. Before I went I had this sandwich. And there was this bread. Wholemeal or whatever with thingies inside and I was like yuck and kept kpkb-ing. Then so there was this damn driver who cut into my mother's lane and she went like, YOU ASSHOLE YOU. I forgot what I said but I was like.. Why so angry or something like that. Then it was red light and she stopped. So since earlier she said, don't want don't eat lah. When I complained about the bread. Then I passed it to her lor. Maybe she want to eat mah, don't waste. Then dunno sup with her. She took the bread and threw it to the backseat. I was thinking. WTF?

Then blah blah scolded me. And I was like murmuring. And you were the one who told us not to throw things. Then she scold some more. And I kept talking back lah. 'Cause seriously what she said was like. Really. Dumb can?

So she got so fcking pissed and shouted at me, going like, YOU DON'T ANSWER BACK AT ME I TELL YOU. YOU ANSWER BACK AGAIN I JUST SLAP YOU I TELL YOU.
Blah blah blah. I shut up lor. FINE. Then I got sian and just listenened to my MP3 player throughout the rest of the journey. About 3/4 of the journey she began kp-ing again. I was like. Omg rolls eyes. At first I was like increasing the volume of my MP3. Then I hated it 'cause it was so bloody loud. Seriously 20 was too loud for me. Then I changed it back to 16. And left her kp-ing there. Not even listening. But I heard a part where she said what. Too good life liao. SEND YOU to the hostel next time then you know. Then you know what is.. blah blah blah...

You know what. Who cares. Say I'm rebellious or whatever. Like I care. I don't think she's entirely right anyway.

Bottom line is? Don't try to fight with parents. Or teachers. Adults lah. Because? You NEVER seem to win, really. They can always come up with things like, oh you know I'm gonna spank you so hard man, so hard you're gonna cry. Or like. You know. Get out. I'm kicking your butt outta my house.

Sometimes I wonder. If they say we don't actually respect them "as much as we did before ", or actually don't even respect them. Then why do we listen to them. Maybe because of the threats. Who knows for sure.

Anyway. I hope no one finds this post offensive. If you do. Don't read it. No one's forcing you to, seriously. If you think you love your parents so much and they never seem to piss you off or vice versa, then fine. Good for you. Then again sometimes all of us just need an outlet to vent, be it in a personal diary or whatsoever, even to the extent of you know, hurting yourself.

So once again, I hope that you, as a reader, don't find this offensive, or in any way, hurting your pride.. breaking your heart.. feel like killing me.. etc.
If I did make you feel that way, then, well, I'm really sorry, from the bottom of my heart, sincerely, truly, really, seriously, apologetically, I'm meaning it. Something tells me the more I say the more I don't seem sincere.

Whatever.